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2013 in tarot

Here is a look at 2013 in tarot, to figure things out I add up the digits of the year  2+0+1+3=6lovers and use the corresponding major arcana card to set the tone. This is the year of the lovers.

The lovers is a fascinating and complicated card. At first look we see the obvious, two people the lovers intertwining their fates in some way. The figures represented can also be opposite parts of ourselves (male, female, spirit or dark, light, universe, etc) that we might need to develop or integrate. At it’s core the lovers seek balance in relationship with others and in ourselves.

On a deeper and more complex note the lovers provide us the impetus to make a choice. To take a risk, to go out and grow future in a direction of our choosing. To leave the safety of the garden and explore the wide world beyond. This triggers zeal, courage, curiosity, hope, and adventure but on the shadow side there is insecurity and doubt arising at all turns making us question why we left the safety of the garden or why on earth did we follow this bozo.

It’s a year of growth magnified by a deep yearning for more. To follow our desire, to live a life full of passion, to have, to find and to deeply connect with companions along our path.

To get the month cards I add the year number 6 to the month number.

January: the Chariot explore button

If life was a game (which I secretly think it is) this would be a level up card. If you are willing to step into the chariot it will take you past whatever goop you got yourself in and deposit you at the next safe haven so you can embark on the next phase of your journey.

Here in the northern hemisphere having a action card in the middle of winter creates an interesting push and pull. January is already full of people telling you to get better, make resolutions and take action when all our animal bodies want to do is sleep in and dream for another month. Take good notes and leave the frustration and anxiety behind – just enjoy the ride and don’t worry about having to run screaming into battle the moment you arrive. Instead enjoy the bed, the food and wine, study your maps and make plans. Before long the adventure will continue.

February: Strength

This card is oft referred to by me, as one of my most favorite cards-the love conquers all card.

But it’s not sappy or cheesy, there is huge strength and power about this card, but also a touch of whimsy and epicness. This card has nothing to do with power, excepting, that the person in the card knows they have power-and therefore do not need to wield it or force it upon others.

This month and this card are about finding within self the strength to be patient, to be vulnerable and to be willing to understand ones enemy (often a hated aspect of one’s self in another). By understanding the enemy you truly defeat the enemy without a need for slaying or conquering-those actions just lead to more conflict and need for further resolution down the line. To understands one’s enemy you must become vulnerable enough to see inside the enemy, to empathise with it’s plight in life and to understand it’s motives. The you can derail it with compassion and compromise and the enemy becomes an ally.

If my enemy/fear/doubt is an extension of me, how can I find within myself the ability to love it, conquering before conflict is ever initiated.

March: the Hermit photo(3)

One of the two master teachers in the tarot deck the Hermit teaches us how to retreat and renew. Ego-less and wise this master is never lonely for when students aren’t seeking out his light he draws within to learn something new or battle his own demons, always seeking a way to leave ego behind.

The hermit also declares that you sometimes must retreat away from the world and ‘reality’ in order to see your place in it and the pitfalls reality can easily lead you into.

Head into the wilds of your soul and strike up a conversation with the beasties you find there. It will lead you closer to your truth and your ability to tap into your intuition whenever you need, connecting you to your light at a deeper and more profound level.

April: the Wheel of Fortune supported by the Magician wheel-fae

What goes up must come down, a truer truth was ne’er spoke and those who hold on and refuse to follow the cycle end up creating a really nice high and a super horrible low. Allow the ebb and flow, it makes a more gentle ride with less drama.

Declare your boundaries and dance within your circle of destiny learning form the lows and celebrating in the ups.

The wheel is aided by the magician because 10 can be further reduced to 1. Having the magician spin your wheel can be crazy. As the master manifestor the magician often refuses to partake in the hard parts of life until they gain up on him and drag him screaming into the ditches and leave him there to wallow.

Fate has no patience for a a person who cannot accept that change is the only constant we can rely on, and she will design a fabulous moment of torment just for them.

Don’t be this person! Ride your ups and  scream on your downs and learn, fate rewards those who learn from her tests.

May: Justice combined with the High Priestess

Justice is not here to judge, she is here to sort out facts and make decisions based on evidence-judgement does not come into it at all.

This is a grand time for information gathering, for the High Priestess is also a collector of information.

It is also time to start making decisions in Justices case from a place of logic and fact, and in the High Priestesses case from intuition. Logic and Fact tempered with Intuition-the perfect decision  making trio. This is confusing because we often think logic and intuition, are two separate things. Until we look at people like Albert Einstein who said numerous amazing things about the importance of both knowledge and imagination and intuition. One of the most brilliant minds made the leaps he did because he trusted his intuition to lead him to the right knowledge.

Be like Einstein-align logic and intuition.

June: the Hanged Man helped by the Empress photo

The hanged man is one of the bravest characters in the tarot (or the dumbest). He is so willing to go out on a limb for a cause that he puts himself in some very awkward positions. The key to the hanged man is to make sure it’s your cause, that you believe in this, because living up in a tree for a year to protest clear cutting is not for someone who only half heartily likes trees.

Sometimes this is the guy that has an argument or a counterpoint to everything and just likes to hear himself talk about basically his own importance. Walk away. If you find these people following you around a lot this month, just hide.

Find and hang out with the quiet types that know themselves so well that silence is not an event of awkwardness, it is just a resetting, or shifting of topic.

The empress comes in to offer nurturing and softness to a decision that can seem harsh and uncomfortable. She offers the wisdom of her knowing and her intuition and her kindness to help you work through any snags set in your path as you use the zealously and passion of the hanged man to take a further step onto your path.

Take a risk. It might feel like shit for a few-that’s your ego getting int he way, lean into the empress for she rewards those who risk all for a path of heart inspiration.

July: Death magnified by the Emperor

The end must come so that we can be reborn. The ego must die so that we can step forward and not destroy ourselves or the world. Think of death as the burning of a phoenix to be resurrected in the ashes.

Death offers us a way and a time to release a ton of old stuff in one fell swoop. What have you been putting off purging?

If the emperor did not die and loose ego he would be a tyrant or a dictator. The emperor who has passed through death and knows death is a ruler of compassion, wisdom, truth and integrity.

We need more rulers to check their egos at the door. Be one.

August: Temperance and the Hierophant

The artist and alchemist combined with the teacher. This is a month to be seen. To talk about your process, to take risk.

After walking through the fire of death the alchemist in you wants to play, to combine, to create, to experiment, to dance, to dream.

The artist in you wants to throw things together and see what happens.

The teachers wants to talk about it, write about it and share it.

There is no failure, there is only experimentation.

Play!

There is so much to do, and so much to see and so many possibilities now that you are free from all that extra weight. Don’t forget to have fun in the process of all this new doing.

September: Devil and the Lovers

The devil wants to tell you all the ways you suck.

He also wants to keep you numb and at a disadvantage,  so he’s going to throw some vices in your direction and watch if you squirm. The devil wants control not of your soul but of your ego. He wants you to think you don’t matter and that you should have never left the garden.

The devil wants you to sleepwalk through your life.

The lovers are going to have a hard time fighting the temptation to just stay in bed all day. I mean why not?

At it’s core though the devil wants you to fight back: to scream out I will not sleep trough my life, I will not be controlled by you, I will think for myself. Then he will teach you about real power and you will become allies with the enemy and he will never seek to control you again. well probably not :D

October: Tower takes flight in a Chariot photo(2)

The tower comes along to shake things loose. Any old beliefs, any stuck bits it brings them all up to be tossed out with the rubbish. But we have a hard time throwing stuff away, even if it is completely useless to us.

Luckily we also have the energy of the chariot this month to take us from the explosive shake down straight over to a plot of our own where we can begin the rebuilding process without having to shift through piles and piles of rubble.

Now this month is really asking us to leave the past behind, and step firmer onto the path of our own creation and design.

This can be painful. But even more painful-flash forward a few years and this time around the tower-not going to come back and not be so nice-there will be demolition. Remember what we said about holding on to the wheel of fate to prevent it’s turning? The tower will come back around again, it always does and ti will rain destruction all over your head. SO take this nice gentle hiccup and create something.

November: Star magnified by Strength starcard

Permission to take a full month of self care! whew! You have earned it!

Reach out to your community near and far, shine your beautiful light into the world and love!love!love yourself all up.

This is a resting point where you start to see your role in your own life and in the greater universe. You start to see your importance and you start to really take care of yourself so you can step into your brilliance and light up this place.

as Katy Perry would sing  “baby you’re a firework” unleash your inner diva, just a little bit.

December: Moon plus the Hermit appren button

The star teaches us about shining, the moon about reflecting. There are two ways to be a light one is to be the star (sun) the other is to be a mirror (the moon).

The moonlight gives us an opportunity to see everything we think we know in the daylight in a different way. Nothing is the same in the moonlight, and yet it is all the same. Same house, same garden but so very, very different. Some things become magical, some menacing.

What areas of your life could use some different lighting? Is there an area you are looking at under the harsh glare, or are things too dim to see anything? Don’t be afraid to change the lampshades, switch a bulb color, look at everything in under the soft glow of white christmas lights or put on your stopping boots and grab a mag-light to clean that shit out.

Go within to shine out. You do not have to stand in the brilliance of stage to be seen or heard, you can be the moon, a friendly face in the the night sky consistency shinning it’s light and changing shape.

Reflect, journey into dream time, journal, take stock and take note. Next year is coming and there have been big changes this year.

Let a wee bit of wild side out and dance naked in the moonlight, skinny dip, or howl at the moon occasionally, just for kicks.

 

 

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types of tarot spreads

Some tarot spreads, because maybe you are interested…

Celtic Cross: Traditional spread used for clarity on specific issue or general ‘what do I need to know’ type readings

  1. the issue (middle partly covered card)
  2. crossing card adds to or obscures 1
  3. unconscious influences (bottom)
  4. conscious influences (left of #1)
  5. old patterns (right of #1)
  6. new patterns (top)
  7. self-in relation to the issue (bottom side row)
  8. outside help (next up side row)
  9. desires/denials (next up side row)
  10. outcome (top of side row)

The Flying Bird or Wings : all purpose spread

  1. here and now (bottom card)
  2. the resistance card (left of #1)
  3. response-ability to the fear (right of #1)
  4. the inner support of response-ability (intuitive guiding) (left of #2)
  5. the external support of response- ability (intelligent prompts) (right of #3)
  6. relaxation and acceptance (top left)
  7. arrival and new level of awareness (top right)

Connection Spread: for all your relationship questioners

  1. What do I feel about this person?
  2. What does this person give out to me?
  3. What am I not seeing about this person?
  4. What is possible between us?
  5. What blocks it?
  6. What can I do to help it?
  7. What will it look like if it happens?
  8. How will it affect other things in my life?
  9. What special thing do I need to know?

(top row left to right 1, 2, 3)
(second row left to right 4,5,6)
(row of two cards left to right 7, 8 )
(bottom card)

Conflict Spread: to get clarity and resolution to an issue

(no spread design just one or two cards for each question depending on what I am prompted to do by my guides and the cards-no picture featured)

  1. What is the origin of this conflict?
  2. What did I do?
  3. What did the other person do?
  4. How does this affect other things in my life?
  5. What will help?
  6. What do I need to know about it?
  7. What should I do right now?

Birthday Spread: yay! happy birthday!

  1. What was special about this past year? (top)
  2. What gifts came to me? (second row left card)
  3. What problems did I face? (second row right card)
  4. How did the year change me? (bottom left)
  5. What special gift will come to me in this year? (bottom middle)
  6. What should I do to celebrate? (bottom right)

 pssst the 2013 3 card draw for the new year special is still happening

Price: $20.00
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Winter Events

yay! Play dates with me or in your own home! The events page got updated but here’s a quick look at everything that is happening.

2013 Overview in Tarot

Now through Jan 11 get a 3 card draw for only $20 click here to buy!

Visioning Class! January 12, Saturday 11:30-1:30

Come create a vision board with words and images to help guide, direct and manifest in 2013. Details on the events page

Painting with Faeries Day! Feburary 2nd, Saturday 11:30-3:30

Come make a mess, collage, paint, just create! There are no rules and no expectations and help is around you in the form of Amy, other mess makers, and the basket of random ideas and possibilities. More on the events page

Reflexology for Women’s Health March 2, Saturday 9-5 Portland OR

Spend the day learning reflexology solutions for common women’s health issues including PMS, menopause, breast issues, and more. Some reflexology experience is advised but not necessary. Contact Oregon School of Massage to register

Learn Tarot!

Want to add a new skill to your 2013 repertoire? Why not add tarot? You can learn more over here about the fabulousness and reasons why this might be a perfect resolution as well as get some free downloads. tarot over here!

p.s. On the side I will be doing the Creative Dream Incubator class run by my amazing friend Andrea-click here if you want to read more and/or join the manifestation!

Plus I will be reading Danielle LaPorte’s The Firestarter Sessions again as inspiration and fuel.

 

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faeries on fridays #24

We ended the last email with I am going to find the goddamn faeries and then I made

a faery house i build in the woods last summer

you do homework about finding magic and creating magic and revisiting magic in your younger years.

That was mean of me.

I am sorry!

So let’s find the goddamn faeries!

There are probably more than 301 options to find faeries, of which, I am going to give you about 10. Because the other 291 you have to find for yourself.

 

mwahahaha

you give me your gold and i will give you the ways to find faeries. order here

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the faeries get a new home

faeries on fridays won’t be showing up here soon but before that happened i wanted to give you a wingsheads up to come over and play at the faeries new home.

i believe friday posts will continue through this month and then everything starts fresh over at permission faery

some of the activities are still here hidden in the background like the wishing tree but you can find all faery goofiness plus all new stuff over there!

all the tabs and stuff will also be hidden but any links in posts and things should still work or re-direct you. things happen in fits and starts-much like life so who knows when it will all be done :D

hooray! faeries have their very own home and can leave all the people who just want reflexology alone over here!

much love and adoration!

amy and faeries!

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faeries on fridays #23

Because Faeries Love Homework:

We are entering a profoundly magical time of year. But the magic has got a bit sucked out and turned into a competition of gift giving. This year I invite you to seek out and find what makes holidays sacred and special for you and who can you start to add some of that back into your experiences. All holidays, not just these winter ones. When you were small what is your favorite memory of gatherings with friend or family. What special foods were there? Was it that the good dishes came out or you got to stay up late and play games, was it the smell of gingerbread or painting cookies or birthday cakes?

Your homework this week is some thoughts for contemplation

What did you used to believe in?

When did you loos that connection?

Where is there potential for an opening within you to the magic of the universe?

Where is your innocence?

If magic did exist in this world what would it be used for and what might it look like?

For me a lot of celebration comes back to the beautiful foods presented nicely, the candles get to be lit, and driving down the street becomes a joy of colorful likes. There was also games, instead of watching TV my family would gather around the table to play games or build puzzles, even coaxing my grumbly dad to play a round or two. I miss living in the country where the power would occasionally go out simply for the festive necessity of candle light, a fire in the fireplace and playing games in the soft glowing light.

 

want to play with faeries every week? want to share the gift of faeries with someone else?

get betwixt and between.

let me know if you want to gift it and we will make arrangements

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faeries on Fridays #22

This week is a bit vulnerable for me. Today you are receiving a story I wrote about parts of my process, before I found a bit of Solace. I am excited and delighted to even think about allowing even this tiny group of people to see this side of me.

if you want to read the story you have to buy betwixt and between

but  here you can have a pretty picture.

sunset on cannon beach

 

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faeries on fridays #21

Everything on earth is being continuously transformed because the earth is alive…and it has a soul.
We are part of that soul, so we rarely recognize that it is working for us.
From The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

So if you ever decide to go to faery doctor training, well it’s an interesting experience. And I am sure that all teachers teach differently and that even my teacher would not be doing most things the same. In fact I know it would be totally different.

See I was kind of in an experimental group. My teacher had never taught this particular immersion before. He has a very cool 2 or 3 year long Celtic Studies shamanic immersions but he was feeling really pulled to just sink in and unwind the Sidhe (SHeee) or faery. So he gathered this rather large group of people with some shamanic training at a retreat center outside Portland Oregon and winged it. Literally. We did shamanic journeys and we brought back information and experiences and he recorded it and from that, well I am not sure where all that compiled information will lead.

It wasn’t until much later that I realized how cool and profound and strangely bizarre it was that I had this experience in my life.

Let me tell you a bit about faery doctoring.

In Celtic countries, Ireland, Scotland, Wales there are rampant beliefs that faeries live amongst us. Sometimes those faeries are awesome and help us to live amazing lives, grow abundant gardens, have cows that always produce milk and chickens that lay gold. Sometimes those faeries are pesky and cause us to trip and fall, to loss things, to steal our babies, and cause our luck to evaporate and quickly as it came.

The job of the faery doctor (like any shamanic practitioner) was to act as the mediator between human and faery. While everyone (or most everyone) believed in faeries most people did not interact with them on a daily basis. That was the job of the fairy doctor. No medical training required although usually they were handy at bits and pieces of that as well.

The rest of this post is dedicated to finding your healing ally. Want to play? join in here!

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another round of love

to help carry us through the end of the year and get next year started with a bang i am reinstating the #100tinythings challenge.

two months, 62 days in which to fit at least one nice, self care bit.

these are tiny things, like 2 minutes for a yoga pose, 10 minutes to savor a cup of tea, one chapter in the new book you got.

i will be reporting on the facebook page daily and posting pictures when they are around. come like me and join in the sharing of what you did for your tiny things.

https://www.facebook.com/ThePermissionFaery

 

original #100tinythings post over here in case you want to read it.

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thanks

the last two weeks have been a bit up and a bit down but mainly a whole lot of swirly.

i look around and i don’t quiet understand what i see. somehow, i’ve done it. i’ve gone and created the schedule of my dreams, the time to write, to dream, to share and to dive deeper. and some how it is managing to bring me in a little trickle of abundance.

it’s scary when you realize you have actually gone and done it. made your dream day your living day. it takes a bit to recognize, to accept and to embrace. it can be so startling you get a cold because we have to throw a wrench in the works somehow.

i find myself the past two weeks visiting and revisiting the post about the pool of reserve. click here to read post

allowing the flow all around me and watching as my energetic reserves fill which will eventually flow out and over into all the places i want to grow and nurture.

i find myself here at the beginning of this week needing to not look forward or back but at here and now. wanting to have conversations with slightly future me but not wanting to rush there or change anything.

here and now is ok. it is far from perfect, but it is ok. and that is such a blessing.

 

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